Sunday, November 27, 2011

144 part 2.

Ok, so I'm not surprised that I didn't lose weight, but I am that I maintained! With thanksgiving and people constantly over drinking beer and going out to eat I'm shocked I didn't gain like 5 pounds. Good news is that I'm still at 144!
On to other news... this Friday I'm going into town with Bailey to get our hair done :) we are going to miss Branden Elde, who I adore! I'm getting my hair dyed and bangs, and Bailey is getting her hair dyed and cut short. I've also decided to start tanning, I've decided this because my acne is going nuts again and when I'm tan it loves me SO no more pasty sickly Caitlin.
More thoughts... I'm buying a new sewing machine because mine hates me and is evil and I want to sew!!! I've been pinteresting like crazy and am super motivated to sew. I was in the middle of a dress when my shitty old machine died, so I'm hoping to buy it pronto.
Anywhoooooo, I'm totally done xmas shopping and it's not even December! WOOT WOOT

Sunday, November 20, 2011

144.

It's been one week and a day since I started working out every day, I have lost one pound. I'm happy, though not 100% sure that that didn't happen naturally considering my body likes to gain and lose weight whenever it wants for no particular reason. Today I am actually counting down the days until I can live in Wasilla again. I don't really like the city but because it's a city it's so nice to have things around. I can't wait for fred meyers to be 20 minutes away, I can't wait for Body Renew to be 20 minutes away, I can't wait to go to class in person (lies, I can totally wait). My only major concern is that Dina, who is now 16, won't handle it well. She will go from a two story, 3 bedroom house to a 2 bedroom tiny apartment. I know that Bulliwyf won't mind where he's living as long as it's with both Damon and I. Blargh.
Other thoughts... I'm not totally convinced school is for me. At least, not yet. I'm been rolling around ideas of working instead of school, or possible saving to go to hair school? GUH! Who knows!!!
Good thoughts! My friend Noelle is getting married December 17th (on my best's friends birthday), and my best friend Kristjana is getting married sometime this coming June! I'm totally wedding obsessed and wanted to plan Noelle's wedding but I think she got overwhelmed and wants a minimalists wedding. Kristjana on the other hand even told me she's glad I'm wedding crazed and wants me to help plan! I think that this Christmas break will be nothing but wedding planning. I've already told her that we have to at least go wedding dress looking while she's in AK.
Speaking of weddings, I totally found the ring I want for both my engagement and wedding band (I don't need two, just one sparkly cool one). It's on sale right now and I was trying to convince Damon that he should totally buy it now in case it goes out of style or something by the time he wants to ask me, hopefully (and I'm counting on) in 3 years. Man, 3 years sounds like a long ass time... We have just been together now for 3 years, I'm not sure I want to wait another 3. Maybe 2 years, and then we can wait a while until we get married. Hmmm, anyways, I want to be married by or at 25 and that's in 4 years so I better not be waiting!
Age: 20
Weight: 144
Height: 5'6"
BMI: 22.0

RING I NEED!!!!!!!! OMG I LOVE IT!!!!!!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

145.

Ok, so last Saturday I started really pushing myself to get into better shape. Since last winter I've lost weight, but am now maintaining a weight of 145. What's odd and actually bothersome is that senior year, 3 years ago, I was in MUCH better shape weighing in at 155. I've learned to get over that and I've realized that though I was skinnier and more toned, my diet was absolute SHIT! I mean, I would drink about 4-5 sodas a day and for food I would eat 1 potato and an apple. These days I eat 3 balanced meals a day and only ever drink sodas when I go out to eat, and even then I can't finish them. Basically what I'm saying is that I'm slowly learning to appreciate this adult body of mine. I still have a lot of things I'd like to tone up but over all I'm a happy camper!
Anyways, I've decided to start posting pictures of myself so that I can, and if someone's reading this, you can see my progress and perhaps cheer me on.
OH! GREAT NEWS! My bestest friend in the world just got engaged :) Her wedding will most likely be in June of 2012 and one of her main colors will be purple. I'M STOKED!!!
Age: 20
Height: 5'6"
Weight: 145
BMI: 22.24

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Awhadup.

It's been quite some time since I've been on here... About 3 months. The last time I wrote on here all I did was talk about how I was getting a puppy. Well I got him and he's awesome!!! I love him with all my heart :) the other important news is that I'm going to school! I actually really dislike it at the moment but I'm going to give it another semester. I'm only taking 4 classes and I'm getting C's in everything but the one class I enjoy, history! I love my history class and professor and I plan on taking another class taught by him in spring (philosophy 101). I feel totally worthless at the moment and sometimes miss the simplicity of working and coming home to relax. Now I don't work and just feel lazy. I am working out at home, doing MMA on Monday's, volleyball on Tuesday's and Thursday's, and basketball on Wednesday's though so that gets me out of the house now and then. It's really frustrating having Damon at school 3 days a week though, I get in a routine while hes away and then I have to change it again when he comes home. Oh well, Ill survive!
Anyways, that's what I'm doing.